Wednesday

Again today, speaking of bad days, or down days…..Sometimes its hard to write upbeat encouraging things when I’m reminded that I’m separated from my 2nd husband.  Yep, not just 1 but 2.  The good news is that at this point in my life I have stopped.  Stopped crying, blaming, regretting, pouting, arguing, fearing (is that a word?).  Stop. Look. Listen.  Staring into an emotional mirror is not a fun thing to do but it is necessary for change.  To conquer FEAR we must Face Everthing At Risk – – and dare to do things differently.  Oh, I’m reminded of another song… (religious alert)……

“Thank You, Jesus, even when You see us just as we are.  We are fragile, frail, and so far from who we wanna be. Thank You, Jesus, even when the pieces are broken and torn. Dreams shattered and scattered like the wind.  Thank You even then.

” Nicole Nordeman, Even Then”