Thursday

In class this week we studied personality types to better relate to others in areas of communication and disagreement.  What was interesting is that all of the questions I answered made it impossible to determine which personality type I truly was.  Class time was spent discussing how this is very common among people who have gone through tramatic or abusive situations.  I was amazed when the teacher asked me questions about myself that I could not answer.  I felt as though she was flicking a light switch to the on position as I realized that I had no idea who I was or who I want to be.

If you do not struggle with this then I bet you don’t have to look far in your life to see someone who does. So many times people say “Everything happens for a reason” or “God works in mysterious ways”.  These phrases work for people who are secure in their relationship with themselves, having confidence in who they are and who they are called to be.  And happy is the person who has confidence in their relationship with Jesus to the point that they “know” they are on the right path.

Who am I ? What was I born to do? How can I be lost as a child of God, purchased by the Blood of Jesus at the cross? Do you or someone you have in your life that struggles with these questions?

So ladies, this is just the first installment of this blog.  I will be elaborating on this more as the Holy Spirit and I discuss it and swim around in who I really am and who He is molding me to be.

I will say the “revelation” that it was normal for me to be confused and that I’m not trapped was so freeing that even my son noticed last night as I reacted differently to a prank that he pulled. He pranked and I just cracked up – it was great !   I’ve been serious for so long I forgot that I’m happy and love to laugh.

LET FREEDOM RING ! 

HERE IS MY GUARDIAN ANGEL – EXHAUSTED, SAYING “FINALLY, SHE GETS IT” !!!