The Revelation and the Gift

6 The mind governed by the flesh is death, but the mind governed by the Spirit is life and peace.   Romans 8:6

Ladies,  I’ve turned a corner.  In flesh and spirit.  A recent conversation with my step-mom made me realize that I have spent  many years listening to my mind and not the Spirit of God inside me.  I have suffered so verbal abuse in two marriages and most recently – to myself alone in my house.

I did not realize this…… a light was turned on.  I got off the phone and prayed for God to intercede and bless me to hear the deception and the lies

(no matter who they come from)

and to recognize them with my ears, my eyes, my heart and my spirit.

He answered.  What a revelation – a lot has been happening since that conversation last week.

Then, when my step-mom came to visit me 2 days ago she handed me a three ring binder FULL of my blogs.  My father and she have been printing them for me as a keepsake.  What a gift it is.

My season of brokenness is over.  The season of change and growth is here.  I am signing a lease for a new place – one with large windows, bright walls and most of all a yard for my dog with a grounds keeper, and NO pet deposit!  This is a miracle for me as I thought living with a dog was a great discomfort – not anymore.

  She and I are going to be very happy, together.

The quiet season from May till now has been very good for me – if I had blogged it would not have been beneficial to the Lord.  I was quiet for good reason.  Thank you for bearing with me and for those of you who have encouraged me to write, blog and not stop – the Lord has used you to give me hope.